13 weeks

How far along? 13 weeks - babies are almost 3 inches long and weigh about 1 ounce (ish)! two little pea pods.

Weight gain: no scale so i'm not sure but i feel like i've gained.

Maternity clothes: none. but i have not put on a pair of jeans since christmas. #yogapantsforlife remember?

Sleep: sleep is ok i guess. mediocre. i have to get up to pee 1-2 times a night....i can only imagine how much worse that is going to get hahah.

Best moment this week: listening to scarlett sing christmas songs. specifically "we wish you a merry christmas". she sings, "bring us some biggy boodin" instead of figgy pudding. best. thing. ever. i love seeing her grow up but i also love the sweet things that say she's still so little.
she also talks about the babies all the time. this week she was talking about going to the park and how the babies can sit on her lap while she slides down the slide. she just gets so excited about doing everything with the babies. it warms my heart like nothing else.

yesterday we left the house for the first time (other than to go to the doctor) to go play/sit at a friends house! it was beautiful. i cried trying to get out the door but we made it and it was so soothing to my soul to visit with a good friend in her beautiful home and be fed lunch and see scarlett (mostly) happily playing with friends.

Hardest moment this week: i had a couple more days this week of feeling discouraged/lonely. it's hard being bound to the couch for a solid two months. no matter how happy the reason.

Miss anything? doing normal things without feeling like passing out :)

Cravings: coffee. totally weird because i am not a coffee drinker. but for the last few weeks i have been in love with the smell of coffee. i told alex last week we should get an espresso machine. actually i think i called it a latte maker.

Symptoms: still nauseous. tho i don't remember throwing up this week. i may have only once or twice the beginning of the week. so that's an improvement! i think my boobs are bigger again. tired. itchy itchy skin...all of my skin, everywhere. am i dehydrated? is it hormones? i don't know but it's been bad. or it was bad for a few days but is getting better.

Looking forward to: we have an appt with the maternal fetal medicine doctor on tuesday...tho we get an ultrasound at every appt (i know. not very crunchy of me.) i am looking forward to this one because it will be more than a quick glance. also, thrifting! i want to go get a pedicure and leisurely wander my favorite shops. as soon as i feel better that's happening.

PUPPY